Hi friends,
got second chapter now. i just recieve this email from that bastard
ex of mine:
I've been wrecked with guilt for the past few days knowing how much
I have hurt u by treating u like that. I really believed that u
wanted to go to bed with me just for the act alone and not because
of other reasons....from the hp msgs to the icq msgs, I was rather
sure it was only that. If I had known u were hoping for something
else I wouldn't even go over ur place because I know its
impossible.
I most certainly did not see u as a prostitute but as a willing
partner in this act......I saw it as though u had needs and I had
needs so we agreed to satisfy those needs. I dunno how I can make
it up to you for this terrible sin I have committed. I have written
this mail with the utmost care not to upset u with any words....but
I know the act of sending u the mail is upsetting enough but I need
to tell you these feelings I have.
I really wish to remain friends with you. I beg for your
forgiveness. I know it will take u very long before u are able to
do so.....but I hope u would drop me a mail or msg when u are
willing to talk to me again. I promise never to treat you like that
ever again.
what does this mean if you are the one that have sent it? is it
a sincere apology or another mean of getting my trust so that he
can fcuk me again? should i ignore it or be more forgiving (by
forgiving it doesn't mean i forget what he did, just that i dun
blame him anymore)?
